thank you.

'There are still a lot of words left that I want to tell you

But I can’t seem to say anything at all'

along 24 hours , 

only few minutes i can spend my time with you

i wanna learning you.

but everytime i think about you

i'm fighting with my thought and heart.

ah ! 

i can't resist you.

'Now the only word that remains is the words “I Love You”
I can’t even cry and instead just stand in front of you'

i can't say it !

i can let the heart over my mind.

let it flow.

if it really meant to be.

there's always a way :)

'I still see you in front of me
You still dazzle me'

you keep be the one i can't resist.

i just can't resist you.

please don't make me sad :(

just wait and see !

i must work harder 

you're and angle 

if fairy tale does exist

prove it ! 

and thank you make me happy :)

another half of me.

lukisan.

assalamualaikum :)

'cantik bagaikan lukisan'

kenapa lukisan ?

sebab tak ada perkataan yang boleh membayangkan kecantikkan sesuatu itu.

cantik mungkin subjektif ,

 yang mengesahkan kecantikkan adalah mata sendiri.

tak semua perkara boleh di tafsirkan melalui perkataan.

kadang kala memerlukan imaginasi.

terhasil lah lukisan 

melalui imaginasi dan perkataan yang tak terungkap.

tulisan buruk takpa , tapi hati jangan buruk.

peringatan untuk diri sendiri juga :)

subjektif.

sebuah lukisan mencerita kan seribu satu cerita yang tersirat.

terpulang kepada individu menginterpretasikan definasi tersendiri.

lukisan ni aku lukis ,

 tapi pinjam note II mak 

tak mampu :(

HAHA

pada pandangan aku.

dunia yang penuh hitam putih , namun masih mampu tersenyum. 

ceria.

seolah takde ape yang kekurangan.

tak ada apa yang sempurna dalam dunia ni.

kenapa gambar tersenyum ?

sebab hidup tak selalu nya sedih.

mungkin pada pandangan orang , hidup yang hambar , suram.

tapi sebaliknya yang berlaku.

who knows ?

don't judge books by it's cover.

happy becoming birthday :)

#1 world through my eyes

assalamualaikum :)

those are some photos taken by me :)

which way right , which way wrong ?

just faced the challenges 

and be a better person :)

inshaAlllah 

there's a wild life outside 

just be yourself and follow the right path

may Al quran and As sunnah lead you to jannah

grow up !

be a better person to the future 

childhood memories are the best ever had :)

achievement.

complete fardu kifayah as demanded.

Islam is beautiful religion that care in every aspect of life.

moving forward   

helping each other when someone in trouble

give the best of yourself.

when you help people , InshaAllah Allah will help you :)

harmonies. 

we live in different religions 

respect others as you wanna be respect. 

banyak perubahan dunia telah di lalui

tetap kukuh berdiri dengan gahnya.

kukuhkan iman 

jadi la seperti pohon yang berbuah , memberi manfaat kepada orang lain :)

the world through my eyes :)

we raise from our past

You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise.

Does my sassiness upset you?
Why are you beset with gloom?
'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells
Pumping in my living room.

Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I'll rise.

Did you want to see me broken?
Bowed head and lowered eyes?
Shoulders falling down like teardrops.
Weakened by my soulful cries.

Does my haughtiness offend you?
Don't you take it awful hard
'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines
Diggin' in my own back yard.

You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I'll rise.

Does my sexiness upset you?
Does it come as a surprise
That I dance like I've got diamonds
At the meeting of my thighs?

Out of the huts of history's shame
I rise
Up from a past that's rooted in pain
I rise
I'm a black ocean, leaping and wide,
Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.
Leaving behind nights of terror and fear
I rise
Into a daybreak that's wondrously clear
I rise
Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave,
I am the dream and the hope of the slave.
I rise
I rise
I rise.
(Maya Angelou, And Still I Rise?)

 Let your heart and minds speaks for itself, have you grown up yet?

another half of me 

creep

'When you were here beforeCouldn't look you in the eyeYou're just like an angelYour skin makes me cry'
i have meet with many people , but no one like you.my heart beat faster , as i'm looking into your eyesi can't resist it.
'You float like a featherIn a beautiful worldI wish I was specialYou're so fucking special'
the way you talk about the world , the way you see the world through your eyesmake me amazed.baby , i'm amazed !
'But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdoWhat the hell am I doing here?I don't belong here'
but as i'm looking to myself , i'm totally different from you in every angle.i don't deserve you.but i can't resist this feeling.

'I don't care if it hurtsI want to have controlI want a perfect bodyI want a perfect soul'
i wanna try !i try to be a better mei wanna fix everything you're inspire me.

'I want you to noticeWhen I'm not aroundYou're so fucking specialI wish I was special'
everyday i'll be waiting for youeven i don't know who really you are.but there is something attracted mewhat are these feelings ?i'm nothing to youbut you're keep inspire me
'Whatever makes you happyWhatever you wantYou're so fucking specialI wish I was special'
i'm a creep.i shouldn't !i don't deserve you.maybe Allah have a better plan for me :)thank you for once inspire me !i'm glad that i have meet you.thank you Allah :)

another half of me :)

reflect

assalamualaikum :)

dalam hidup ni bukan satu pilihan je kita perlu buat.

banyak.

kalau ikutkan setiap mase kene buat pilihan.

bagi aku selagi tak mencuba , tak kan tahu.

tak salah mencuba.

tapi gunalah akal fikiran yang waras.

mungkin susah untuk buat pilihan yang tepat.

mana ada yang sempurna selain Allah.

apa yang kau mahu dalam hidup ?

terus-terusan menyoal.

mungkin keduniaan terlalu diagungkan.

sampai terlupa akhirat yang kekal.

mungkin lupa dunia hanyalah pinjaman.

kenapa dunia hanya pinjaman ?

untuk kita mengenali kehidupan.

erti sebenar kehidupan.

the hardest things to do right ?

shiver

asaalamualaikum :)

it almost 5 a.m in the morning.

i still can't sleep 

i'm little bit stress lately.

now i'm in stress-free zone 

wooottt wooott !

semester 4 agak mencabar.

tapi takpe hari-hari aku rasa macam ade semangat baru

walaupun tengah down.

thank you Allah :)

'kadang kala Allah beri sesuatu kesedihan untuk sesuatu yang membahagiakan'

sabarlah wahai hati :)

love is not my priority anymore.

i have to face the reality of life.

face the challenges !

by the way , 

i'm happy with my girlfriends ;)

 life is beautiful.

hargailah kehidupan pinjaman ini :)

cool down.

assalamualaikum :)

mungkin post tadi agak emosi.

hormones imbalance right now.

i'm still at the library.

try to isolated myself from others.

*just for a while*

i'm give up and i need some inspiration to lighten me up.

something that can make me wake up and said

'it's okay to be wrong'

but i didn't find the strength.

i wanna go home.

maybe i can get some inspirations there.

adui.

mengadu nasib macam budak sekolah asrama yang tak dapat balik.

chill la ;)

just a few days to go !

the beginning always the hardest.

parah lagi.

assalamualaikum 

hari isnin yang tak berapa nak ceria.

currently at library

well ,

 agak pelik aku update kat sini.

just wanna tell the whole wolrd that

i just can't do anything right !

you get it ?

 so longgggggggggggggggg!!!!

hey ! 2013

assalamualaikum ! 

selamat pagi ~!

as long as tak petang still pagi XD

macam mana hari pertama 2013 ?

awesome ?

HAHAHA

pagi tadi aku di buai dengan mimpi indah.

aku termasuk dalam scene twilight.

tapi yang pelik ade voldermode 

layan kan je lah.

tambah lagi best , aku ade kuase boleh buat orang terbang.

sempat lagi aku belajar step tu.

first korang buat macam ni.

then korang lompat setinggi yang boleh !

lepas tu korang kena mendarat macam ni.

muka tu kasi feeling sikit

HAHAHA

tapi seriously sebijik macam ni.

lepas tu boleh buat orang terbang dengan pandang orang tu.

power !

mimpi aku memang hiperbola.

imaginasi yang kuat pemangkin kemajuan diri.

first page of 365 vol. 2013 

not so bad.

then pagi tadi bangun je terus bukak fesbuk.

nampak senior lab post gambar pasal camera.

HAHA

okay tahun ni aku mesti dapat ni !

cun kan ?

HAHAHA

okay saving money for a bright future !

kena cari catalyst nak belajar.

rasa malas nak belajar sekarang.

nasib lah dapat sokongan dari berukband ni.

bagus jugak dah habis limit.

okay so 

enjoy on public holiday ni ~!

  ♫ heyyy sexayyy ladaaayyy opp opp opppaa gangnam style ♫