fix me.

'When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse'

sometime ,

 life get no direction when you've lost something that important in your life.

you just can't do anything right 

everyday seems dull.

nothing can change it.

and getting fed-up with life.

'And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?'

tears do understand everything.

something that cannot describe with words or phrase.

lost of inspiration the most faking situation ever had.

it may take a longgggg time to escape from the situation.

then you'll stuck

'Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you'

hoping miracle will happened as in fairy tale.

but

fairy tale does not exist.

'And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth'

then ,

you realize it not worth of waiting something that don't deserve you.

the truth become bitter and bitter day by day.

and cannot resist it!

you're hurt.

just keep trying fooling yourself everyday.

become  a liar.

'Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I'

i learn from my mistake.

i know which way right , which way wrong.

but

when heart starts controlling everything.

i just can't resist it.

tears roll down to the cheek again.

'Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you'

too love to let it go , 

just try it might be worth sometimes.

just face the challenges.

i'm not counting for the stars or waiting for the moon

i'm just amazed by the beauty of stars and moon 

and realize the truth that i'm nothing compared to them.

another half of me.